Kadence Madison Rodriguez

Hello my little beauty. I bet you auntie Camille is so excited to see the beautiful bed of snow you brought her. It will be nice to have a white Christmas! I was just sitting here looking at all the beautiful pictures of you, and Im so thankful that I had that oppertunity to reveal your beauty to the world and have so many memories of you. Your aunt is right. I do need to seak some kind of help. Not to get over it but to life a happy and healthy life, not just for myself but for my FAMILY as well. Losing you was the hardest pain I've ever gone through, and I've gone through some things in my life that has really put a lot of weight on my shoulders that has caused me to not trust and to have this barrier up. I don't know when to let the people who really care in and be there for me. I also don't know how to return the favor. So what I am asking for is some strength and guidance. Guide me to become a better person inside and out. Help to understand your death and accept in a good way not bad. I know I will never fill this whole in my heart, but I do believe it can be mended wiSth the right help. You are my life! You have given me so much, but I just haven't opened my eyes. I just wish we could have you here for Christmas and every other day as well. But I need to come to terms with that. I need to know that you are here and always will be here. As long as I have you in my heart and my memory. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses!

 

My precious angel! I hope you liked the poem your nana had left you as much as I did. It was so beautiful! I cant believe Christmas is almost here. Another month has passed without you in our lives. How are hearts all ache. The pain each and everyone of us are going through is not explainable. There are days where we can't control our emotions and we let them get the best of us. There are days where we think were the only ones going through the pain. I guess that is just the process of grieving. I know Im not the only one grieving and going through the heartach and pain. I know Im no the only on to have lost you. But there are days where I just feel like it! I think everyone goes through it, not just me! WE all lost an amazing angel and will probably never get over it. But what I am hoping is that we can learn from it. Not just me but everyone! All my daughter wanted was her FAMILY to get along, not be best friends and confide in one another, but to just get along. Be able to be in the same room and not for one another to be uncomfortable. No matter what room it may be! So angel please give US strength and guidance. Be with US ALL during the holidays! Remember that no matter what happens to this family, we all love and miss you dearly! And WE should all know that no matter what you too will do the same. You have pictures in you mind and heart of your family forever. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses always!!!

Well sweet girl as you know the holidays are the hardest with out you with us. And as u know sweet girl there is a lot that has changed and a lot that has happen. I guess that's life. I say I want you to remember me cause I will always remember you. No matter what may happen in years ,months, or days to come. And I have tried to resubmitt my our photo but it must not have been"I" was in was deleted. Along with a memorie from ur mommy that also had my picture. Along with a letter I wrote. So what am I suppost to think? With so much change I never know what page anyone is on. I do know that we all love you and we all agree that this was the worst thing that could ever happen to any one. Baby this family misses you more each day. And I am sure for some it ges worse each day. Watch over us, show us the way, help us to remember the pain of lossing someone we love. And what it was like to love each other. Cause at one point we didd. Or for a small point in time we did. Show us you still visit and miss us as much as we miss you. . Have fun in the clouds and touch us all in you own special way. You are an amazing angel, I hope you have fun in the clouds today. Cover us with your blanket of snow and keep us safe. Stay by my side sweet girl, ur courage has made me strong. And you short life brought me a lot. I love you swweet angel remember me............................ your always on my mind. Camille

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM HEAVEN

I see the countless CHRISTMAS TREES around the world below
with tiny lights like HEAVEN’S STARS reflecting on the snow.

The sight is so SPECTACULAR please wipe away that tear
for I am spending CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS CHRIST this year.

I hear the many CHRISTMAS SONGS that people hold so dear
but the SOUND OF MUSIC can't compare with the CHRISTMAS CHOIR up here.

I have no words to tell you of the JOY their voices bring
for it is beyond description to HEAR THE ANGELS SING.

I know HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME, I see the pain inside your heart
for I am spending CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS CHRIST this year.

I can't tell you of the SPLENDOR or the PEACE here in this place
Can you just imagine CHRISTMAS WITH OUR SAVIOR face to face

I'll ask him to LIFT YOUR SPIRIT as I tell him of your love
so then PRAY FOR ONE ANOTHER as you lift your eyes above.

Please let your HEARTS BE JOYFUL and let your SPIRIT SING
for I am spending CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN and I’m walking WITH THE KING.

We love you with all our hearts!!  Merry Christmas our beautiful Angel.

Grandpa, Nana, Aunt Alex & Uncle Derek

Well I'm at work tonight and were pretty slow and all I'm doing is thinking of you! We have only 4 more days till Christmas and I can't believe I can't buy my precious angel all these outfits and toys I see. It just breaks my heart and miss you even more. Your daddy keeps asking what I want for Christmas your daddy can't give me. The best gift of all would have been you! So for the next couple of days be with me even more then usual. Also please let your untie know that I did not remove her picture of you and her. I'm updating your page and haven't had the time to finish. There a couple of other pictures that arnt on there as well. I'm making different albums. I don't see why she would think I would do that especially now! Anyways I just wanted to say I'm thinking of you always, missing you like crazy, and loving you more then ever! Give me strength and guidance sweet angel! Sending lots and lots of hugs and kisses your way muah!

Lilly Rose Christmas 2009!

Well my little beauty, mommy just wanted to say how much she wishes you could have been with us to take our family pictures for the holidays. But you were defenitly with us in our thoughts and our hearts! We took your cousin Lilly to take a picture with Santa. Boy do I wish I could have done the same with you! Just like I wish I could have bought you your christmas dress like daddy bought lilly's. It is so hard without you and it's even harder during the holidays. Everything I see for a little girl I just want to buy and add to your collection of clothes I have in my room still. Everyday when I get a chance to slip away I go and smell your clothes that you last wore, and can't help but cry. Oh how I miss your sweet smell. That sweet smell of an innocent baby. The other night I was holding your cousin Ameriee and I couldnt stop smelling her. She didn't smell like you but it was close. Being around babies almost everyday is hard but at the same time I feel like that is where I need to be, like if you placed me there. What's so hard is seeing how happy those family's are to bring a beautiful child into this world. The same feeling I had on that beautiful day May 12, 2008 when you were born. I will never forget how glowing you were when you came out. How perfect you were. I remeber when your aunt Camille was holding you and saying how perfect your skin was. You were perfect then and still are now. So my perfect angel give us all strength and guidence. Lead us into the right direction and shower us with all your angel love, hugs, and kisses! Be with us all, especially on our bad days. That's when we need it most. Sending you always and forever my love, hugs, and kisses! Missing you each and everyday. Oh and if I don't get a chance to say Good morning tomorrow, cause I work I'm saying it now. Have a funfilled day in Heaven with all your angel friends and shine as bright as the sk. Muah!!!! 

 

Rodriguez Family Christmas 2009!

Hi baby girl, it has been a while hasnt it. it seems like i have had constant reminders of you this last week. i had a training today on sids and alte. Of course it brought up alot of hurt and pain i felt for you.  The doctor who was a specialist on sids and alte asked me to share what i the experience was like and to walk the class through our experience. wow....... it was not easy love but i tried and i think i did ok. You have really been on my mind lately doll. i have been buying gifts and just random stuff and wish now that i have so much money i could spoil you a lil bit.. Or let you come thrash my house like that pain in the butt lilly. Or kiss you and watch you get excited in the room when i walk in. I wouldnt even mind hearing you cry when i leave cause you wanna go to my house with me... i miss you alot ... Im sure you know alot has changed baby.  I have always felt like the strong one in this family and the one who is looked to for answers.  The only time i was left speechless was when you left us that morning.  I feel again i am speechless. I have no power to help the situations and i leave it to you.  I have stopped trying to help everyone involved and allowed you and their own intuition to be thier guide.  Some have rose to the occasion and humbled themselves and others have utilized it for self gain and others have yet to be guided in the right direction away from thier pride.  I am asking you to shed light on everyone to realize the sacrafice and to be selfless to overcome this unbearing adversity that has overcome our family.  I truly believe you are here and you are almighty.  I know if i can count on anyone it is you baby.  I want you to know i miss you everyday and i see pics of you everyday.  I do miss you especially when all these babies are around that have been around me and your auntie lately.  You can and will not ever be replaced or forgotten.  My love for you is unconditional and infinite.  I am strong though baby every time i pic up a baby at work and it makes me hurt so bad my heart feels like it has a dagger through it.  Every time i have to deal with the crew who ran on you. or the med that picked you up i cant breathe. I am strong because that has always been my job in this family! not to cry. to be the glue. to test the waters and to guide.  So i love you baby and i am asking you give your daddy strength and your family strength. But most of all i wanted to write you to tell you I LOVE YOU .... and you are always on my mind and in my heart regardless of whats going on in my life.

ell goodnight sweet peach. I have had you on my mind allday. I worked in the main hospital today and prayed I didn't have to go to your rooms. Both of them. I didn't want to see. I miss your sweet smell like crazy, and want to thank you for thr courage u have lent to me. I miss you with all my heart and thank god and your parents for letting me be a part of ur life. Sending my love see you in the future. XoxoxoX always Camille

Good night my amazing angel! I' am missing you each and everyday and my emotions are going crazy. Your dad and I were talking about going to counsling the other night. We both believe that we need to talk to someone other then family about our loss and the whole we have in our heart. Like I said in my last memorie this page is where I can vent, but we think it is just not enough. As the days and the months pass it just seem to get harder and harder. Wishing, hoping, and praying for that moment, the moment where I can hold you in my arms and never let you go. I'll I can do is pray. Pray for the srtngth and guidence. And be happy that your daddy and I are happy and living a beautiful married life together. That your sister and brother are happy, safe, and healthy. All of that is due to you. Having you as our guardian angel. Be with me tongiht and always. Send me all your angel hugs and kisses. Im sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses! Always your on and only Mommy! XoXoXoX

I wish I could visit your page morning, noon, and night. When Im at work my computer doesnt let me get on to your site, and for some reason my phone gets me all the way to where I can log into your page but wont let me enter. So every chance I get I visit. This website is my counslor. I get to vent to you the most important person in my life. The one who I know really trully listens to my emotions and what im going through that day. Like I said holidays are the hardest. Not having your special loved one with you to celebrate the holidays. I know I have to be thankful for my family and everything else in my life, but when your going through a bumpy road with your family members, especially for the holidays its a little hard to be thankful. I know that if you were here everything would be so much more peaceful. Everyone would all come together and be happy. We all are missing you so very much. We all wish that you could be here to brighten up our day. But God needed you in Heaven to help guide the world and especially your family into the right direction. Please give us all guidence. Lead us into becoming a happy family again. Shower us with all your angel love, hugs, and kisses. Give us all strength to make it through the holidays. May we all have a safe and better year. I love you with all my heart and can't believe another Christmas has passesd without you in our presence, but never out of our hearts, thoughts, voice, memory, and prayers. Sending you always my hugs and kisses! XoXoXoX

Well baby another Christmas will go by and we dont have you. It has been harder this year, this family has been ripped apart. We all miss you so much and carry pain in our hearts, the pain comes from the LOVE we ALL have for you. We all wish you were here with us now. We all wish we could buy you gifts and watch you open them. We would love to watch you laugh and smile. So i decided  that you will need a tree no matter where you are. I found you the perfect one. And my gift to you is my heart but you already new that. So here is your tree sweet angel share it with all the angels in heaven. Tell them how much you are loved, and how much your family misses you. Share you amazing gift of LOVE with them, teach the world to Love and bring people together as you did. Lead the way sweet girl. You have never left my side and I never left yours. I can still remember those long days. The  day i was called to work and told what happen. Man it still brings a tear to my eye, when i ran up and found your mommy crying for you, i can still hear her screams for you, i can remember her pleading with God. I can still see all the staff running in panic for you. I dont think there is a day that goes by that you are not on my mind. I miss you more each day and wish i had you with me. I still want a peace of you to hold close, but i dont know if that will ever happen. I really wish that things were different now and that we were all together for this Christmas.  We will see where the new year take us. I hope you like the tree sweet angel. This is my favorite holiday, i am glade i have this page to share it with you. Have a goodnight in the clouds and send me some snow.                                                                                                                                                                                

                                                        Sending you all my Love Camille xoXOxo           

This is the picture that is in my phone!

My beautiful angel. I was in the drive throught of McDonalds just a little bit ago and my phone lit up, and is was your picture that your big sister took of you with my phone from the Christmas tree. It was pretty amazing because I was a little down and crying and all of a sudden there you were. Like if you were telling me that everything is going to be ok and to be strong. I love when I get those beautiful breath taking visits from you. I' am so lucky to have my very own guadian angel to look down on me when ever needed. Thank you for looking out for your Mommy. I really need it right now. Ive been having a rough couple of days. Christmas is getting closer and it seems like my emotions are going crazier then ever. Especially when we were at Ross with your Auntie Apryl and Uncle Gabe. Daddy and I were buying your cousin Lilly a dress and it just made me wish I was also buying a dress for you. There were som many cute things that I would have liked to buy you. There are times where I just think of buying it and putting it with the rest of your beautiful clothes. But then again people already think im crazy I don't to had to that! But if you were here you would have everything, just like your big sister and brother.  This week your sister, brother, and I are going to make you a Christmas ornament. When we are finished with it I will send you a picture of it. Have a great night, sleep tight, and don't forget to visit me, daddy, sister, and brother all in our dreams. Sending you all of my love, hugs, and kisses! XoXoXoX

Hello sweet girl, i am in a store right now and messing around with this really big computer. It is a mac so it is able to run your page at amazing speeds. I could get use to this. lol it is bigger than anything i have seen and i am able to see all ur pictures at once with out waiting, maybe uncle freddie will buy it for me someday. Than i will have you life size all the time. I cant explain how cool it is...... really like a tv, so the first thing i thought to do was come and visit you on my holiday shopping. How i miss you and miss holding you. you were such a good baby. I wish i was shopping for you, you know how much i would be buying you. You are my favorit baby in the world. so i thought i would say hello and let you know just how much i miss you and think of you no matter where i am. You are my angel sweet Kadence. I am visit any chance i have. Cross your fingers that uncle gets me this. lol Have a wonderful day in that big sky sweetie. Send you all my love, thoughts, and prayers. xoxoxox Your Amazing Auntie Camille saying Hello and Goodbye From best Buy

Momacita's I was just looking through all your pictures when I came across this cute, funny, but sad picture of you and your cousin Kionna. I say sad because I got to see Kionna and watch her grow, you on the other hand, my brautiful innocent baby girl I cant. Everyday I wonder what you look like or shall I say who you look like. Just maybe you would have looked like me instead of your daddy. Iam writing to you and crying at the same time. I miss you so much and just wish we had a second chance to be with you again! To change whaterver it may have been that we were doing wrong. I regreat starting work so early I should have stayed home with you longer. I'm sorry for making you go to that ladys house and putting you in an uncomfortable place. If I could turn back time the only thing I would change is taking you to that house that day. I just wish your daddy would have told me he had a bad feeling. But now you are away in Heaven with lots of angels and you are doing amazing things one of them being a guardian angel. Its so sad now that it is winter cause we no longer see the beautiful yellow butterfly. That butterfly was you I just know it was. I hope to see another beautiful animal either flying around or walking along the beautiful white snow. Please visit us in way shape or form. Give me strength my little butterfly. Visit me in my dreams tonight and always. You are my world and always will be. Always in my heart, thoughts, and prayers! Until we meet again my precious baby! HUGS and KISSES! Here is that picture I was talking about.

My beautiful angel! Just about an hour ago I was cleaning out the closet in your brothers room and I came across your bouncer, shall I say your favorite bouncer. You would not be happy in less you were in that thing. You were in that so much that it broke and we had to get a new one. My how that day was when we didn't have your bouncer. I miss placing you in it and seeing your deep dimples each time you would smile. I miss just watching you till you fall asleep and then I would take a picture just so I won't miss evey moment of you awake or asleep. The hardest thing for me though was having to take it apart. I couldn't stop crying! I remember like it was yesterday that I was just putting it together. I was so happy to build so I can put you in it. I knew the minute I got that bouncer that you would love it. Everyday brings back special memories of you. From the smell of Lavender to the touch of your blanket. Not a day goes by that something reminds me of you. Please keep up your memorie and sending me little messages here and there. That is what keeps me going, knowing you are still living on in such an amazing place and that I will be with you again some day. So until then please give me the strenght and courage to live, laugh, and learn. Send me all your special angel hugs and kisses! Because I know I will always be sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses! Never away from my heart and defenitly never out of my mind! Until we meet again! XoXoXoX

Wow how amazing you are! You made the whole world beautiful and filled with snow with your touch. You can accomplish so much for such a little person. Please pray for Camille it sounds like she is having a hard time right now. I can so relate to her on that. The holidays are dificult. Also watch over me and give me your strength and guidance. Lead your daddy, sister, brother, I and all your other loved ones into the direction you started 1 1/2 years ago on that beautiful May day you came into our lives and touched our hearts and filled our lives with joy. Not only did you do that but you were so powerful that you brought us all together. Obviously something I either said or did has caused your aunt Camille to become very upset with me. She is not on speaking terms with me so im going to go through you to let her know that Im not quite sure why she is upset and that I would really like to get along with her. Especially now for the holidays. It's not only affecting her and me but our families as well. We all went through the loss of you and still deal with pain and hurt. I  have this page for that reason. It comforts not only me but many others as well, one of them being your aunt Camille. You were and still are an amazing baby who did so much in such a short time. I think not only me but Camille as well are so thankful for having you in our lives. Reguardless of what she thinks we do have certain things in common, and you are one of them. So that is why Im asking you to please watch over us and guide us. Give us strength to live each day to the fullest. To become better with one another and get along. Not only for ourselves but for our loved ones as well. I want nothing more than to have my family to be happy. You are an amazing guardian angel and we need you in this time of sorrow. Its going to be another Christmas without you in our presence, but you will still be in our hearts, wishing you were here to open all the presents you would have gotten with your sister, brother, and all your cousins. I will again like I did last year hang your stocking and your beautiful ornaments we have collected within the year and make sure your memorie is alive. Please be with not only me but everyone who may be hurting at this time. You are so dear to my heart, your dads, sisters, briothers, and your aunt Camille. That is why I hope we can get along for your sake. Always in my thoughts, prayers, and most of all my heart! Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses! XOXOX

 

Hello baby girl. Wow u really do listen don't you. The snow is amazing. You made my whole morning, I love it. Its a beauitfiul gift and I could not ask for more. Wow. So baby girl I am having a hard time and ask that u look after me. It doesn't seem to get any easier. And there is no out let for me. I have you page to look forward to and I love read what we all have to say. The memory of you is so strong in all of us. And I know u want us all to get along but sometime when we have been hurt so many times, well ur just not open to try again. I am sorry about that sweet girl. Its just I have so much on my plate now and can't deal with anyone elsa adding to it. It not that I don't want to try. I am just sick of it kicking me in the butt and hurting ME. I can't deal with it anymore. I am making a stand. I will no long let people hurt me, or walk all over me. This is my promise to you and me. Its makeing me crrazy. And I don't deserve it. I hope u understand. I am willing to listen and try but not be the one to start it. honey I love the snow and miss u dear, I know if u were here I would have a reason to visit. Keep me close now that I need you. Pleasee sent me more snow........ sending you my love. Camille

My Precious Snow Angel! May you have a fun filled day in Heaven with all your angel friends making lots and lots of snow angels and snowmen. You have the power to make the whole world white and beautiful for everybody to enjoy. You are my little miracle worker and can make anything happen. On that note, please let everyone get along, at least for the holidays. Holidays are very hard for everyone, especially when they have lost a loved one so close and dear to their heart. We all lost you and we all are dealing with it it many different ways. I carried you in my tummy for nine months, felt flitter and move all around. At every doctors appointment I couldnt wait to hear your heartbeat. You were my own! And now you still are my own, but now you are my guardian angel. Looking after me and giving me strength and guidance I need to move forward. Please give me the strength to not let things people say and do get to me and bother me. Please give me the strength to get along with everyone as you wanted. Please be with me day by day as each day passes. It is hard knowing that it is getting longer and longer with out you in our lives. I need you to be with me so I can be happy for your daddy, sister, and brother. I can't show them how hard it is to know that my precious baby is in Heaven being taken care of by somebody other then me. I'm your mommy and I always will be. You are and always will be so dear in my heart. Until we meet again, continue to light the sky with your beautiful smile. Guide us all and give us strength. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses! XOXOX

My beautiful angel princess! Yesterday was my birthday and I didnt get the present I truly wished for. Like I told you Daddy the only birthday wish I ask for is to have you here with me, so I can hold you tight and never let you go. Everyday that is my wish, I just thought it would be a little more special cause it was a birthday wish and usually birthday wishes come true. But some day my wish will come true and we will be together again. Yu are my light! I look to you everyday for strength and guidence. There are times when I need it most and I just close my eyes and your there shining brighter then ever. You don't say anything but I know that you are listening and you are guideing me into the right direction. Each day I live with this pain and agony in my heart and thoughts. I don't think it will ever go away, I sometimes wonder if it will even get a little easier to bare with. I try my hardest to show everyone around me, especially your daddy, sister, and brother that I'm trying to be strong. But I have my moments where I can't be around anyone. I carried you in my belly for 9 months, feeling you move and move. Talking to you, reading to you, even playing music for you. You were my world and were going to be someone special even before  you were born, I just knew it. Now I have such an amazing guarding angel not only looking after me, but everyone who knew you. Please be with me each and everyday, showing me guidence. Leading me down the right path to becoming a good mother, wife, sister, daughter, and friend. Give me strenght so that I can take care of not only myself but my family as well. Please bring us all together again. Especially now for the holidays. Holidays are the hardest times of the year. This is the time of sorrow and pain. We miss and wish our loved ones could be with us physically. I say physically because we all know you our here with us in out thoughts and hearts always. We all wish we could jsut hold you and give you kisses. But for now I will be doing that in my dreams, until we meet again my precious angel. Sending you always my love, hugs, and kisses! Sleep tight, sleep dreams, and stay nice and snug and warm! XOXOX

My precious angel. I hope you like your page. As you can tell Red is my favorite color. Yours probably would have been Pink though!

I cant believe your daddy, brother, sister, and I are going to celebrate another Christmas without you in our presence. I don't even really want to celebrate it because the only thing that I would want for Christmas, is you in my arms, so I can give you all the kisses in the world. Everyday that passes my love for you grows and grows. I have learned so much from you in the time that you were here and even now while you are in Heaven watching over all of us. I also realized that you were given a purpose and you achieved that purpose, but in oder for what you achieved to move forward we all need to keep your purpose alive. Lately that has been hard and I'm sorry! I just as much as you would love it if eveybody would get along. Especially for you. To keep you happy and alive in our hearts. Please shower us with your strength, endurance, love, and most of guidance so that we may live a healthy and happy life. Sending you alwasy lots and lots of love hugs and kisses!

Hi sweet angel. I am writing you tonight just to check in and say i love you. Man i dont know what i would do  with out this page.  Ooo yeah i do, i remember i  lost it when i though you were taken from me. thankfullly ur moma fixed it as soon as she could. I think me and HER were going to kill. This page keep US close to You and lets U keep up  what, we believe u were sent here to do.  Baby this is a fast pace world and things change everyday, but the one thing that is the same is this page. It is here for one that needs to talk,vent or send you love. What a good angel you are. So strong. What a good baby u were, u brought more love to this world, more then anyone i have even known. And yes you still do but its different now. Life does that, it can make people different. This page mean so much to me, i get to look at you, i get to see you, and in some weird way i think you can read and understand what i say. That is silly cause you are only 1, but it true. Its like i am sitting in a cub writing a letter to heaven, the only difference is that others can see what I "wish". They can read and share my pain with me, they can let me know, I am not alone. That pain is common and happen to us All. You were not my baby Kadence but you the closest thing i could imagine to it. And just cause i didnt carry you, dosnt mean my pain of losing you was any less then if i did. I wanted so badly to name Kayla, Kadence but for some reason or another i didnt. and know i am glade i didnt. You were the MEANING of the name and fit it so well. And at a time it was much needed. You were nothing more then perfect to everyone that saw you. Funny you still are. What was it about you that had me so in love? good question right. I  bet i will never know, i will just love you for a life time. And i  am ok with that. Not many people get sent an angel. We DID! and we got to see her, hold her, love her,bath her, and god was even nice enough to make sure mommy got thousands of pictures. She must have taken 7 or 8 a day. Some are not so lucky and get left with nothing. My baby sister only had 3 picture taken before she died , and we didnt have a page of people to talk to back then. We were alone. But you , you are not alone. look  this page has been seen over 4000 time in one year, and by lost of different people, with different stories, all sad. And all missing someone they love. So i guess we have to keep our heads held high until we meet again honey. We are not alone............................... I love you, goodnight sweet angel baby.
                                                  sending you my love and thoughts
                                                                Camille xoxoxo

Happy Halloween little princess! May your day be filled with lots of joy, laughter, and most of all candy. Don't eat to much, your tummy will get upset. Daddy, brother, and I made you a pumpkin again this year. We hope is shines as bright as you so you can see it. Mommy will out a picture of it on your page. Have a funfilled day with all your angel friends. Missing you always and always in our hearts, thoughts, prayers, and dreams. Sending you all our love, hugs, and kisses!

Happy Halloween sweet Pumpkin.  We Love you!!!