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Mommy, Daddy, Sister, & Brother Mery Christmas! December 25, 2011

Merry Merry Christmas our precious angel! May your day be filled with lots of love, joy, peace, and laughter. You are always thought of, even more so today. Please be with us through out the day. You will continue to warm our hearts, fill our thoughts with happiness, and our memories we will always keep. Not a day goes by that we wish we could old you in our arms once more and never let you go. Please remember that you were sent to us for a very special reason and we will forever be grateful. Continue to watch over your family and keep us safe. We all can not wait for that special day where we will be reunited. Have an amazing day with all your angel friends up in our beautiful kingdom of Heaven! Sending you all our love, hugs, and kisses!!! XoXoXoX
Mommy Daddy Sister and Brother

Happy Thanksgiving sweet baby! Hope you have an amazing day. Not a day goes by that you are not thought of. You are an amazing angel that is loved deeply by many people. You touched and still are touching peoples hearts, even ones that didn't get the oppertunity to meet you. Continue to shine bright in the sky and warm our hearts. Be with us in our dreams forever and always.You are always in our hearts, thoughts, and prayers. All our love, hugs, and kisses!!!

Happy Halloween my little princess! Thinking of you always and forever. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses <3

Nana Rodriguez

Halloween Clipart Image: Bag of Trick or Treat Halloween Candy
Happy Halloween Pumpkin.  I love you today and always.  See you in my dreams.


      3 Year Anniversary

  Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".

My Special Butterfly Angel

I can't believe it's been 3 years since God called you home. Not a day goes by that I wish I could turn back time. Not a day goes by that you aren't on my min and in my aching heart. I trully want to belive God had special purpose for you in Heaven, but I also believe tha you had a special purpose here on earth as well. Im sorry if im sounding selfish right now! I just wish I had the oppertunity to get to know you better, watch you accompich all your things in life.
Today one year ago my friend Dawn had her baby girl. I was so happy for her but at the same time I was sad. Sad for the fact that she was celebrating her daughters birth and I was mourning over your death. I just don't understand sometimes how life works. It is co complicating and confusing at times. I hope and pray for strength, guidance, and courage, so that I can have the oppertunity to be reuinted with you again some day. I try to look at life in a perspective that you are not only mine but everyones gurdian angel, and that is something to be very proud of...Im like a child when it comes to you though. I don't want to share with anyone. Your mine and only mine and I just wish I could have you back in my arms. I would do anything, anything at all you just have that. So I can hug you and kiss you forever and ever!
Every year this month your dad and I always go through so many emotions we start to lash out at each other. Please continue to give us strength, and guide us through this emotional month. Be by our sides even more than ever. I really want our marrige to get through this not only for us and your brother and sister, but for you as well. Until then I will continue to hold you in my heart, carry you on my mind, and whisper to you sweet nothings! Sending you all my love, hugs and kisses on this very special day!!!
Love Mommy

Nana Rodriguez

On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.

Love you always and forever,
Nana Rodriguez

I can't believe it's already the month of August! This is now the time where my emotions start acting all crazy and and I can't control them...I can't till this day still understand what happened. I believe that you were born for a purpose, we all were. You did such a amazing job at it you finished within 3 1/2 months! That to me was just not long enough with you. You were my baby. Your sister was closest to your grandma Darlene and your brother was close to Daddy, so you were supposed to be my baby. Your still my baby, I just cant baby you and spoil you like I would have wanted too...
As the days fly by I dreed the date August 25th. Three years has gone by so quickly, but yet it seems like eternity. I hope that one day God will grant me the privlage to be reunited you again, so I can hold you in my arms and give you lots and lots love hugs and kisses! So please be with me even more than ever for this month. I think I'm going to need all the courage and strength possible. I love and miss you dearly and you are always on my thoughts, in my heart, and in my prayers. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses!
Hello my beautiful angel! Hope your week is going well and your having lots of fun with all your angel friends...Yesterday your daddy and I were hanging out with your uncle Freddie and Auntie Camille when they started telling us this really bizare story. In that story was you as our beautiful butterfly! As you know your aunt has been having a lot of problems and for some reason the doctors cant figure out what it is. So she decided to go a more Holistic route and met with this lady who knew things about her that some people never even knew. As they were talking a butterfly appeared on the window. Your aunt of coarse could not keep her eyes off of the beautiful butterfly (you) and the lady told her to acknowledge it, that the butterfly was her guardian angel and was following her to protect her from this lady. She also brought up how she lots her little sister to SIDS and then had a reacurring event August 2008. Your aunt never once told of either one of you or her little sister.
I just wanted to thank you for not only watching over your aunt but all of us! We love and miss you each and every day and not a day goes by that we wish you were here in our arms. We love and cherish you so much and can't wait for the oppertunity to be reunited with you again some day...Sending all my love, hugs, and kisses! XoXoXoX
Mommy, Daddy, Sister, & Brother

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy birthday dear Kadence, Happy Birthday to you!
I can't believe its your 3rd birthday in Heaven. It seems like yesterday that I was holding you in my arms admiring how beautiful you are. Not a day goes by that you are not thought of and missed. We all show it in many different ways. Just like you...On May 1st as we were walking to our house from grandmas to go to bed, something made me look over at my car and the most beautiful thing ever was on the hood of my car. I could not believe my eyes so I asked your dad and grandma Cindy if I was seeing things. They replied "no" and said thats so beautiful. I ran to the house, got my camara and took a picture of it. It was my beautiful angel in the form of a butterfly. You are our butterfly. We see you everywhere we go watching over us like the amazing guardian angel that you are. Every day I pray and hope that you are with me and you grant me that by beeing in the presence of a butterfly. Thank you!
I hope you have a fun filled birthday with all your angel friends. May you recieve lots and lots of gifts, love, hugs, and kisses. I know all of us will be sendng them up to you even more today. Please know that we love you and miss you dearly and can't wait for that beautiful day when we will all be together again. But until then continue to give us strength, courage and watch ove us. Happy Birthday. Hugs and Kisses!

Mommy, Daddy, Sister & Brother

May your day have been filled with love and laughter and most of all lots and lots of easter egss and candy. Wishing you were here to watch you hunt for eggs with your sister, brother, and all your cousins. We love and miss you very deepley and cant wait for that special moment when we will all be reuinted. Until then we will continue to hold you in our hearts and our thoughts. Please continue to watch over us and give us strength and guidence. Give all your angel friends a great big hug and kiss from us as well. Sending you all our love, hugs, and kisses!
Nana Rodriguez

My Guardian Angel


My angel's right beside me,
wherever I may go,
keeping close watch over me,
she's my granddaughter don't you know.
God took her away from me,
not so long ago,
but he promised she'd never leave me,
dear lord I miss her so.
But I know she's right beside me,
wherever I may go,
for she's my guardian angel,
my love, my life, my soul.

Happy Easter in Heaven my sweet Kadence.  I love you now and forever.   Love,Nana

Nana Rodriguez

To the world
You are one person
But to this person
You are the world.


Mommy & Daddy

Happy Valentine's Day my love!
You are my biggest valentine ever. I will hold you in my heart and never let you go. Have a fun filled day with all your angel friends. Shower us even more then ever with you amazing angel hugs and kisses. Remember we all love you continously and think of you day and night. Sending all our love, hugs, and kisses!!!

Hello my sweet angel, I havent written in a while, but I have had you on my mind all week. I lost a close friend this week and the pain of loss sets in again and again. I just hope the pain gets easier. Say hello to him and visit me in my dreams. Love you sweey girl. Xoxo. I will have u wth me everyday.sending all my love.
Good morning my precious angel! I'm so sorry havent changed your page yet! I've been afraid to do it at home cause I got a virus downloading all those beautiful pictures for your page, and I cant really do it at work. I will figure out away to change it. Ive been thinking of you alot these past couple of weeks. I can't believe this year you will be turning three. It breaks my heart to see all these little ones around me grow and achieve so much in their fragile little lives. I so want to have another baby but at the same time I dont want feel as though I am replacing you. In my heart I know Im not but in my mind I think otherwise. I have so many different emotions running throuh my mind and I just dont know how to overcome them. Im starting to think Im going into a depression. As the years rapidly pass by the pain and hurt just gets worse and worse. I thought it would subside but just not quite yet. I know that one day we will be reuinited again I just dont know if I have the patients for that. You were my special baby. I wanted you so much and was so excited to have you inmy life. I believe that you were my guidence. You were going to make me right. I know that you are continuing to do so, but I just believe that if you were here things would be alot easier and better. There are days where I wonder why didnt GOD take me? What did I do so wrong for him to give you to me and then snatch you out of my life like nothing? There are children out there who are getting abused by either one or both parents and are suffering. You on the other hand had everything and more. We loved youe dearly and wanted to give you the world! So please continue to give me guidence and strength to live each day. Show to how to live again. Shower me with all your angel hugs and kisses, and visit me in my dreams. I love you and forever will! Until we meet again.....
Happy New Year my beautiful angel! I can't believe its been another year since the lord called you to his home. So I finally got to meet one of the firefighters that ran on you that day. Oh how happy I was to give him the biggest hug and tell him thank you for trying his best and taking good care of you. I really think I need to do that. It lifted a little weight from my shoulders. Your daddy got to sit and talk with him for a while and I believe it also brought some weight off of his shoulders. Also un answered questions as well. Everyday that goes by is another day we try to learn. Every moment that passes is another day we have you as a guardian angel. Speaking of guardian angel, Julie sent me a text message the other day and told me that she had a dream of you, and that you were just so beautiful and peaceful and that she is so happy to have you as a guardian angel. I told her that we are all so lucky to have you as a guardian angel. We were also lucky to have had those 3 1/2 months with you in our lives. You and only you know how much joy, peace, and happiness you brought to this family, and as long as we continue to keep you in our hearts and memory we will continue to do so. You were so small but yet so big! I will continue to keep your memory alive for as long as Im alive and then we will be reunited again. I can't wait for that day and Im sure when that day comes it will be just as amazing as the day you were born. Please continue to watch over me and your family. Give us strength and guidance to have another great year with our family. Sending you now and always my love, hugs, and kisses!!!

Here is a picture of the amazing cake your Auntie Camille made just for you for your 2 Year Anniversary. It took her nine whole hours to make it look as beautiful as it does. But like she said you can make her and everyone else do crazy, amazing, and beautiful things. Im so excited to see that your auntie finally feels comfortable to write on your page again. She is and always will be more than welcome on your page. You are not only hers but everyone who had the privlage to be in your presence world. Your auntie is just a little bit more crazy for you though lol! I haven't had the strength to actually sit here and right to you. It's just hard. I get really emotional and they start to take over. Ive been trying my hardest to make this family a family and really dont need my emotions to overcome me. Anyways I just wanted to share your beautiful cake that your auntie made you with the world. Shes has an amazing talent and it need to be noticed. Not only with cakes but with other stuff as well! Thinking of you always and forever. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses! Oh and you and your autnie are going to be very happy with the gift I got her for Christmas. I really hope that this will seal our friendship! XoXoXoX

Auntie Camille
Well my ANGEL, it has been so long. I cant even remember the last time I wrote you. Yesterday was my uncles 2 year passing, I could not bring myself to go to my aunts house. Its just to painful. You two passed on so close to each other, I never had time to heal or even understand what was happening. I was to busy making sure everyone was okay. Of course non of us were. It is sometime scary how much I miss you, its even more scary when i think about what i would do for you. Like stay up 14 hours to make you a cake by hand. I truly love you on a deep leave. You where so small, so sweet, and so full of life. Our lives are forever changed in so may ways thanks to you. Even though we all have the pain of losing you, you brought so much happiness to so many of us. I have so much on my mind angel, I am having such a hard time getting it all out. There are so many day where you just pop into my head. When i hear a song and in my head all i see is you. You have a song! wow how is that normal? You where here 3 months and so many songs remind me of you. One that just kills me is a song by a country singer Clint Black and the song is call who you'd be today. This song make me cry so much yet i feel i NEED to listen to it. I guess cause i get lost in it thinking of you. I can tell you that it took so much from me to note write you or even see your page. Like my heart was ripped from me a SECOND time. I didnt even know that could happen. It killed me. And well baby i guess that i just put  a wall in front of that hurt and blocked it out. I could not even find a word to describe the pain. This is no excuse for me not visiting, just me telling you what took so long to poor my heart out again and allow myself to even visit this page again.I have our picture in my phone and that is what i would look at, kiss, pray to and send my love to. My minnie  you page. I thought i was doing good. Then i get these nights like tonight where i just cant get you off my mind. I had dinner with your uncle tonight at the fire house, they were talking about a bad call they went on, and they go on to say how they thought it was your aunt April. Wow!! I could not imagine that. Then the morning of your passing keeps playing in my head. One of the firefighters on uncle crew was on your call that morning, ....... i just sit there and wounder what was going on in is head that day. He was one of the first people to see you, and now he works with your uncle everyday. He has never once said a word about that call to me. Why? I know he was there, and to top it all off he was at your two year, church and all. I remember the call that freddie made to me that day. I ran for what seemed like miles to get to you. Your mom was the first person i saw. That was all it took to break my heart. The pain in her voice and eyes was life changing................................................... What more is there to say, we all fell apart. We all still miss you and talk about you every day. As a matter of FACT i DID see you, i know it was you. I saw you, Kayla saw you and so did Freddie. At first all i could so was cry, then i came to it and remembered the song. In that song it asks who you'd be today.... You answered what i was wondering, You are a little girl with waves in your dark hair, fair skinned and full of so much life. You were jumping around and play with the family, in your home. You were there as real as all the rest of us. Life shining throw as u jumped up and down. I saw you angel with my own two eyes, dont think cause i started to cry and run away that i was mad or unhappy, i was just so shocked it left me breathless. I still get the chills when i think about it. I love you pumpkin, please come to visit anytime. I will do better. Sending you lots of love and a thank you too.
p.s i need to get u a pic of ur cake..
                                                                                         Auntie Camille xoxoxoxo

Happy Halloween!

I so wish you could be running around with your sister, brother, and all your cousins with their amazing costumes. I would have put you in a really cute and beautiful butterfly. Im sure you had an amazing day in Heaven with all your angel friends. Please know that I am always thining of you. You are and always will be in my heart and prayers. Sending all my love, hugs, and kisses! XoXoX


Sorry I couldn't visit you yesterday on your very special day! You don't even know how much it destroyed me. I can't believe it's been 2 years. It seems like yesterday I was holding you in my arms making you laugh. Not a day goes by that you are not thought of. I have to admit yesterday was very hard. My friends Dawn and Mike delivered their baby 8/25/10 at 8:25. I was happy for her but then sad for me. While they were celebtating their daughters birth I was celebrating my daughters death. But I continued to hold you close to my heart and I made it through the day. I know that one day I will have the honor to be reunited with you once more. Until then I will always hold you in my heart, thoughts, and prayers. Sending all my love, hugs, and kisses!!! XoXoXoX

P.S. Thank you for guideing your auntie Camille and I to talk.


Nana Rodriguez
Hello my sweet Angel, well sweetie it has been two years now since you spread your wings and flew into heaven.  You were a remarkable little baby.  I wanted to let you know that you are thought of every day.  Not a day goes by that I don't wonder what you would look like.  Those big brown eyes and your beautiful hair......I wonder how long it would be right now.  Enjoy your 2 year anniversary up in heaven and sprinkle us with your love today and everyday.  We all miss you very much but we all know that one day we will all be together again.  Until then, we love you with all of our hearts.   Love you always and forever, Nana Rodriguez

Happy 4th of July!

This was the 2 years ago for the 4th when we went to Mora. I can't believe it's already been 2 years since you've been in Heaven playing on Heaven's playground. This was the only holiday we got to spend with you. I bet you are going to see such an amazing show tonight. I will be looking for you in the sky, because you are the brightest one of all. I love you and miss you with all of my heart and can't wait till we meet again and I can hold you in my arms and never let you go! Hugs and kisses always! XoXoXoXoX



Good morning our beautiful angel! Today is Daddy's Day so be sure to be with a lot more then all the other days. Daddy misses you so much too. He try's not to show it to be strong for his family be he hurts as well. Give daddy strength, guidence, and most of all your eternal love. Shower him with all your angel hugs and kisses. Let him know you are celebrating Daddy's Day with him too. We love and miss you so much and can't wait for that amainzing day where we can all hold you again and never let you go. Have a fun filled day in Heaven angel! XoXoXoX

Annell(Aunt of Angel Chuckie Rose
Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday to You Happy Birthday Dear Kadence Happy Birthday to you!!! I'm sending this beautiful box to you filled with lots of hugs and kisses from everyone who loves you so much. I have a special story for your mommy and your family. I was brought to your site by my nephew (Chuckie) he is an angel also. I am an artist and do many spiritual drawings . God gave me the gift so I use it to make others happy and God often uses my work to speak to other people. Many times I draw or paint something and I don't know why I did it at the time. I drew this gift box and the child holding the balloons and then releasing one . When I did them I was trying out some new colored pencils I had received. I told my family I didn't know why I had drawn something like this because I usually draw angels, crosses, landscapes. This is the first child I have ever drawn. Yesterday when I first came to visit your site Kadence, I read a few storys about your loved ones memories and looked at your beautiful pictures. So I thought since it was your Birthday today the picture of the child holding balloons was a good thing to post to show you I was thinking of you and your family . Well, last night I couldn't sleep thinking of you and your family. I got up and came in to my computer and once again looked at your site. I read many of the post on your site and noticed that your family often releases balloons to you. I think God wanted me to see what the picture I drew was all about and why I posted it. This drawing is a gift to your family from you sweet Kadence! Thank you lord for using my hands and allowing me to be a part of this grieving families memories. I believe this drawing is for your mommy and family , So sweet momma and family of Kadence, know God loves you so much and he and Kadence have released a balloon back to you. Be of Good cheer today and know your baby is receiving all the love and balloons you are sending her way. Hope you catch that beautiful green balloon Kadence sent to you and know how much she loves you all, her special family. This blessing also keeps me going and reminds me of the importance of using the gift God has given me and to never quit blessing others with Gods  Love. 
Nana Rodriguez
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEETNESS.  Make a wish and blow out your candles.  Have fun with all your ANGEL friends.  We love you with all our hearts.   Until we meet again, you will always be with me.
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