Kadence Madison Rodriguez

Mommy just wanted to say Hi and tell you haow much I love and miss you. I was thinking of you all night last night and could not sleep. There was another baby that was taken from SIDS. Watch over him and his family. I know exactly what pain they are going through right now. The pain never goes away it actually gets harder! Have a beautiful day in Heaven with all your angel friends. Shine bright tonight so the whole world can see you. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses!

Good night, sweet dreams, and sleep tight my beautiful angel. I can't believe its almost Halloween. The days are going by faster and faster. If you were here I would have had you be a butterfly or a flower. But I'm sure your angel costumes if even more beautiful then the butterfly or flower!

The gift your nana and pompa gave us is so amazing, I wish you could see it. I can't wait to hang it in our room. I will send you a picture. Give us all strength and guidence. Send us all your angel love, hugs, and kisses. Sending you all of my love, hugs, and kisses! Always in my heart, thoughts, dreams, and voice!

 

Good Morning Blessings

 

This morning when I wakened

And saw the sun above,

I softly said, 'Good morning, Lord,

Bless everyone I love'

Right away I thought of you

And said a loving prayer,

That He would bless you specially,

And keep you free from care.

I thought of all the happiness

A day could hold in store,

I wished it all for you because

No one deserves it more...

I felt so warm and good inside,

My heart was all aglow....

I know God heard my prayers for you,

He hears them all, you know.

 

 

Good night, sweet dreams, and sleep tight our beautiful angel girl! May you dream of butterflys, gum drops, puppys, and most important your family. We all will be dreaming of you. Every day when we go to the store I look at the Halloween costumes and wonder what you would have looked cute in. There was this one ladybug one that I just feel in love with and new you would have looked beautiful in. Not a day goes by that you are not in our thoughts and hearts. You will hold a special plac in our hearts always. Watch over us all and give us strength and guidence. Have a funfilled weedend in Heaven with all your angel friends. Give them a big hug and kiss from us all. Sending you all of our love, hugs, and kisses. Till we meet again, always in my heart and memory!

 

Well goodnight again sweet girl, i hope you had a wonderful day in Heaven. Halloween is almost here. I wounder what you would be. I love you new page, your mommy does such a good job of keeping new and lovely. It is never the same, and she makes sure you are always in the season. Well honey you were on my mine once again. I just wanted to send you my love and let you know i am missing you. Have a good night in the stars. Shine you light bright for all to see. Love you
                                                    Auntie Camille   xoxoxoxo

Hello to my most beautiful girl in the world! Today I was just thinking about how much you probably look like your Daddy and Big Brother, except with so much more hair. I bet it is so long and crazy right now. I catch myself wondering what you would be accomplishing right now and how we are missing every moment of it. I just wish that life would have been diferent and we could have changed things. But we now have an amazing angel looking down on us all and showing us guidence and giving us strength to become bigger and better people and parents. You have so much love from so many people down here. Share it with the world. Be our light in the sky and guide us into the right direction. Lead us with your gorgeous smile and shine your amazing love. Over power the world with your beautiful gift you were given. We all can not wait till that day come were we have the privlage to be in your presence again. Until then we love and miss you with all our hearts. Always in my dreams, thoughts, heart, and prayers. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses Momacita!

GOODNIGHT sweet baby i had a lot to say and in the middle it all deleted some how. well now it is late and i cant re do it all. I love you and i miss you and there is not a day that i dont think of you. I love you as one of my own and always will,you where the daughter me or you mommy never got to have. Please look after them, mommy,daddy and you sister, and little bro. they all miss you as much as me and sometime i think its to much for them to handle. Something so special was taken from them and its hard to handle. Visit them in there dreams baby and show they your love. I know you have so much. In there little time you were here you spread it like a wild fire. Good job. Maybe to good/...... Well have sweet dreams up in heaven. Give my uncle jimmy my love and tell my sister i miss her too. I hope she looks after you like i would have. be a good girl and share that love that was you greatest gift to ALL who knew you. Sending you my love angel Kadence xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
                                                  

                                                Loving you more each day,
                                                        Camille

 

Beautiful angel. Not a day goes by thay Daddy and Mommy don't think of you and miss you! You are always in our hearts and on our mind. We just wish we could hold you in our arms and give you all the kisses in the world. Give us guidance and strength. Help your Daddy and I to build a better relationship and bond we one another. Guide us and teach us to become better parents. Show us patients and love. Not just towards your brother and sister or each other but everyone else as well. As the days go by it gets harder and harder knowing you are no longer with us. And when I mean with us I mean physically. You are and always be with us in our thoughs, heart, and prayers. Have a beautiful day in Heaven with all your angel friends.. Sending you all of our love, hugs, and kisses!

Our precious angel! We've been thinking of you non stop. It was so hard to not have you physically at your daddy and I's wedding. Not having our little princess walk down the asile as our beautiful flower girl. But we all know you were there in spirit looking down on us. You would have looked so beautiful in that blue dress with your crazy hair. Oh how I loved that hair of yours. It was just like your brothers, sticking up like crazy and would not go down for nothing. Your dad really misses you. Be with him, show him you are ok and give him all your special angel hugs and kisses. Give him strength, courage and guidence.

We were on our way to Applebees to meet your aunties and uncles, and daddy and I were talking about you and how much it as really affected our lives. We even talked about going to counceling. When we got in and sat down, it started playing you song "In the arms of the angel". I couldn't help but get the chills and break down and cry. I looked to your dad and told him you were trying to tell us everything is going to be ok and that you love and miss us just as much as we love and miss you. Not a day goes by that we don't think or speak of you, and I know that were not the only ones either. Your brother ask's for you on a daily basis as well. You are and always will be in our hearts. Util we meet again precious angel! Sending you lots and lots of hugs and kisses!

Good night my beautiful angel, sleep tight and sweet dreams! Mommy loves and misses you so very much. Every day I sit and wonder how much you have probably grown, and all the amazing things your have accomplished. I'm sorry I haven't been writting you every day it's been a crazy month. Oh how I wish I could have you be my little flowergirl. But I know you are going to be right there by my side. Holding me up with all your support. You are and always will be in my heart and on my mind. So please visit me in my dreams and give me all your angel hugs and kisses. As I will give you all my love, hugs, and kisses. Daddy, Sister, and Brother all send you their love, hugs, and kisses too! Shine my beautiful angel, live free with no worries. Until we meet again you will alway s live on in all of our hearts forever ! XOXOX 

One Year In Heaven

One year in heaven, one year you've been there, So far away,
Someday we'll see you in the air.

One year in heaven, we miss you so much, smile down upon us,
And show us your love.

One year in heaven,  it seems like so long,  
Since the last time we saw you, and then you were gone.

 
One year in heaven, you left earth to soon,
But we know GOD needed you, more then we do.

One year in heaven, we're all alone on the earth, 
We miss your sweet kisses, and all that you're worth.

One year in heaven, is God really there?
Why did he take you, as we cried in despair.

One year in heaven, we still see your face,
The day that you took the last breath you would take.

One year in heaven, why did you die?
I know God needed you, but still we cry.

One year in heaven, soon we'll be there,
So wait by the gate, please, this do swear.

One year in heaven, to us it is long,
But you have no pain, from this earth you have gone.

One year in heaven, tt's so hard to move on,
We'll send you a prayer,  and sing you a song.

One year in heaven, life's not the same,
Since you left this world, we're living in a daze.

One year in heaven, you watch from above,
Sit there and smile,  and send us your love.

One year in heaven, you may think it's just a day,
But this world is so different, since God took you away.

Happy 1st Anniversary in Heaven my love.  You will always be our sweet and precious Angel.  We love you with all our hearts.  Hugs and Kisses!! 

We love you,

Grandpa Andrew, Nana Leslie, Aunt Alex and Uncle Derek

 

 

wow. it has already been a year honey. it has gone by both so quick and yet so slow.  You have influenced and changed alot both in your presence and in the year of your absence.  I want to thank you for watching over everyone and especially giving me the strength through adversity.  I believe you have helped in my indecision and guided me safely through the year.  I do truly miss you and i constantly catch myself wondering what you would look like or be saying.  it is so hard to watch the world grow and only wonder what you might have been.  As you know baby i am one of the strong ones but you bring me vulnerability.  I often think how fun it would to be mean to you jokingly and watch you still love me cause it is unconditional. (like i do your brother and cousins).  i truly have a big place for you in my heart.  It seems to grow more and more rather than diminish.  And that brings me happiness. Last night i could not sleep , i layed thinking and gazing remembering both before this day last year and also today a year ago.  It will always be the hardest cross to bear through my career but also the strength you gave me.  I love you baby and you will ALWAYS be in my thoughts and in my heart.

One Year Anniversary

May 12, 2008 - August 25, 2008

Precious Angel!

Today is your day to shine! It's been a whole year since GOD called you to be in his presence. I remember that day so clearly. You woke up earlier then usual. So I put you in your favorite bouncer and put you on top of the table. Your Grandma Della and Grandpa Cantu were there playing you while I finished getting ready. I got to feed you for the last time (not knowing). The whole drive over there you stayed awake so I got to kiss you goodbye and recieve the most beautiful smile in the world. Not even an hour later I recieve a phone call that would change my life forever. My sweet baby wasn't breathing. I couldn't even comprehend what was going on. I just dropped the phone and feel to my knees. Wondering Why? What did I do to deserve something like this? Trying to understand what was really going on. She was fine when I dropped her off only an hour ago. They then took me to the ER to wait which seemed like an eternity. Thinking in the back of my mind that everything was going to be ok and that we were just going to have to stay in the hospital for a couple of days. I then saw her uncle Freddie and saw the expression on his face and new that everything wasn't going to be ok. They then came in with my precious baby limp and witha tube in her mouth. I went balistic. They had to make mw leave and sit in a room with people I didn't even know. That's when her Auntie Camille showed up and she just held me and told me to pray. I prayed and prayed for her to be ok. About an hour later they called me into the room where they were working on her. I was still waiting for her dad. He was out of town and in a semi. He got there as fast as he can without anything happening to him as well. They showed me that when they would compress her heart her heart rate would go up, but the minute they stopped it flat lined. They tried to explain that they tried eveything they could but she was gone. My precious baby girl was gone. I didn't understand that day why GOD needed my baby. We left with our hearts empty, cold, and confussed. Today I now understand why he needed her. She was so pure, powerful, and so amazing to be on this Earth. He needed that beauty in the presence of him. To help him watch over his kingdom and all the angels in it. Also to watch over us all here on Earth. She was and still is the most amazing baby ever. You will always have a special place in my heart. You will never be forgotten. Last night when we were driving home out of no where your three year old brother said " I see Kadence" " I see her eyes in the sky" That right there shows how amazing you are! I love you with all of my heart and hope you have a more beautiful day then usual, because today is your day to shine. Shine as bright as that beautiful smile I got to see for the last time. Sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses! I love you! Mommy XOXOX

It is only one more day till your new birthday in Heaven. I can't believe it's already been a year. Not a day goes by that I don't think or speak of you. Like I said as long as I'm alive you will remain alive. You are in my heart and always will be. You have touched me in so many ways. Having you has made me stronger and I belive a better person. But I still need some strength and guidance to become a better mother, wife, daughter, and friend. I need your guidance to live my life day by day. I will always be sending you lots and lots of love, hugs, and kisses! I love you my little Momacita!

My precious little angel! I can't believe its already going to be a year since you went to be with God. It seems like just yesterday that I was holding you in my arms. Whithin that year I still don't understand why you had to go. I'm not quite sure if I ever will. But I do know that you will always hold a special place in my heart and you will always be missed. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. I'm sure not a day goes by that you arn't on a lot of peolpes minds. You touched so many hearts. As long as myself, your daddy, auntie Camille, and many more are alive you will stay alive! Be with us, guide us, and give us strength, especially now. It is going to be hard this month. Living the moment all over again! Always and forever until we meet again I will be sending you all my love, hugs, and kisses! I love you my beautiful princess! XOXOX

Hi honey, just wanted to tell you i love you and miss you so much. Your one year is so close,,i cant believe that i have not held you in my arms closes to my heart for almost a year. Time just dose not seem to be on our side. There is not a day i dont think of you and that cute dark hair. I still find myself wishing that is could have turned out different. You meant so much to so many people. And so may HEARTS still break for you. I wish i could be writing and saying,"That everyone is standing strong and get on". But it would be a lie. I think each and everyone of us live day to day not knowing what it may bring. With such a huge hole in our hearts life seems to drag and still bring pain. But with each day there is a new light, a light that reminds me of you and the light you turned on in my life. i love you honey. Look over us and keep you parents safe. Sending you all my love (MY BABY GIRL)    Camille

Good night our precious angel, sleep tight and sweet dreams. Be with us in our dreams and give us lots and lots of hugs and kisses. It's been so long since we've been able to visit your page. Hope you liked what we did with it. Mommy put the little yellow butterfly with the gerbera daisy casue its a symbol of you. The butterfly we see almost everyday, no matter where we are, wither its in the back yard or at a park for a birthday party. The gerbera daisy represents your new life in Heaven with all your beautiful angel friends. Mommy and Daddy are using gerbera daisies for their wedding in September and your going to be my precious flower girl!

May you have a beautiful funfilled day in Heave tomorrow and all the days to come. Mommy and Daddy Love and miss you so very much and not a day goes by that we don't think of you. Till the day we are all together again, you will always be in our hearts, thoughts, dreams, andy prayeres. Sending you lots and lots of hugs and kisses! XOXOX

Hello my sweet girl. It has been a while, but don't for 1 minite think I don't vistit and hold you close to my heart. You know it has always belonged to you and no matter what may happpen in our lifes, that is where you will stay. I can say it until I am blue in the face to the world around me but only you know what you ment to me. In so many way. You are my honey, my love, my glow,my light through those bad day. I think of all you have done and hope that I get to do at least half with mine. We did a run for med the other day and I did it for you. The money support medical studies and maybe one day they can't save someone the pain we all suffered when we lost you. Live up there the way you would do here, love and addmired by all. Keep us together and strong as you intended. Little one there is no day or night that I ddont have you on my mind. Not a day that I see a baby and wish she were you. Your birthday is almost here and I remeber it as if it were yesterday. That hair. Lol how you warmed my soul when your mommy put you in my arms. It was if you were my own....now the days pass and all I have is your picture. I wish I had a peace of you to hold close and kiss each and everyday. You are my honey and no way will that ever be taken. I love you and miss you each day and hope you visit me in my dreams. Sending yoou all my love with xoxoxoxoxoxo auntie Camille

Hi baby girl its your daddy here. I just wanted to write to you and say how much i love and miss you.  I know I do not write you on here very much but that dose not mean I don't think of you every single day.  Every mourning before I leave to work I kiss your picture good bye and every night before I go to bed I say my prayers to you and god, because your my little angel and I know your watching down on all of us.  Since what has happened that horrible day I really have been trying to be a better person. Not only for everyone else but for myself too. I can't even explain how much I learned from you and your presence when you were here with us. I truly believe you were an angel sent from heaven to come to this world and fix a lot of problems and chaos that was going on, and I am not just saying this cause what has happened you did it all when you were here.  I try hard to be strong for your mom and brother and sister but its really not getting any easier I think its actually getting a little harder to know that its really happened and there is no way of changing it.  Now your birthday is coming up and its gonna be really hard to know that you would be one on that day and picture all the things we could all be doing together and how much fun we all could be having if you were still here.  But I guess god needed his angel back.  I just wish there was something I could do to help your mom, brother and sister.  I usually am used to fixing almost any situation but this is something I just don't have any answers for.  I guess what I'm trying to say is that everybody and I miss you tremendously and just want you back.  Well my little beauty I love you and miss you and will never forget you baby             With lots of hugs and kisses